★All About Crapping★

#1

2011-02-01T08:15:00.003+08:00

First post for 2011! :) like I said before, I won't be blogging here anymore. BUT, I'll come around for awhile, just to check on my lovely friends' blog. see, some of them are active in blogger. well, for me, I prefer Tumblr, which I am a lazybum who loves to reblog reblog and reblog. :) Hmm, guess I'll blog here sometimes. see if there's something to blog about. hehe. so, catch you all later. Have a nice day everyone. God bless. :)

Oh ya,

2010-08-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

FYI, I deleted my old Fb account. So dear friends, do add me @ my new acc! and and and I've got Tumblr too! do follow ya, arlenelovestocrap.tumblr.com . :D

Crap for today!

2010-08-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

The line is so fucking slow. Thank you very much!

Recently

2010-08-09T08:27:00.003+08:00

Here for a short update;

I finished my study last May, and will be graduating this coming October. yayyy, can't wait!

p/s; I did extremely well for my very last exam, including my FYP too! Thank you to all my lecturers for the A's! tho my CGPA was not so great, but thank God! :)

and now, I'm working temporary in Department of Agriculture, Limbang, as one of the participants of Capacity Building For Graduates Programme. The staffs here are ok-ok to me, and I'm still trying to mingle around. It's kinda hard for me, cause I don't really know how to talk with ~~older~~ experienced peeps. -____-"

Last Saturday, the department held a Family Day, which means I had to sacrifice my precious Saturday (which it is my one and only day to wake up late, sigh!!) At first, I thought it would be so boring, but turned out, it was fun. Who knows that all the middle-aged staffs would be so sporting and active! :D

So, that's all for now. till then, bye!

p/p/s: I'll post some pics laterr!!! and welcome to my blog dear new followers, and thanks for following! :)

Time is running out!

2010-04-24T12:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry blogie.

I am way toooo busy, and so I have neglected you.

got lotsa things need to be done.

final+FYP (thesis writing & coming presentation)

wish me luck!

in few weeks time, I will free from UNIMAS.

dear Home, here I come. :)

Thank you.

2010-04-07T15:35:00.002+08:00

Geessshhhh~

I miss you, bloggie! Do not get mad, I am a busy girl you know. Ok, itu hanyalah alasan semata-mata. haha! ok, the reason me to write this post is (pelu ka mok skema dak tok? hahah, watev~), anyway..

I just wanted to say THANK YOU to my dear good friend of mine. Everytime I'm in trouble and needed help, she's always there, and I know she is trying her very best to help me. She's been helping me a lot this past 2 years ( there are a lot, so there's no need for me to list it down, hee). I knew her for almost 3 years now. She's a good, kind, sweet, straight forward person, and most importantly, a very good friend. Terima kasih. Xie xie. Toche. Arigatou gozaimasu. Thank you for being such a good friend to me. Thank you.

Hey, It's hard to find a good person nowadays. Trust me, it's hard! Oh well, most people now are more on their selfishness, greediness and not forgetting, being mean (some sort of means girls that you used to watch in movies) all the time. No doubt bout this, frankly speaking, sometimes I'm one of that kind of person. BUT not all the time. Hahaa! (boleh cayak ka?hehe) p/s: I'm a human being ok, it's for sure I cannot run from doing the bad things you know. kan kan kan?! hee! but I know for sure, I won't back stab my friends, and I do appreciate and love them all! :)

So, for all my good friends out there, I would like to say, Thank you!!! for being such a good good GOOOOOD friend, and as for the so-called-backstabber-selfish-ikan masin taik idung-friends, do have a good life. May God bless you all.

Like a friend of mine ever said to me, " A friend in need is a friend indeed". Ok, till then, that's all from me for now. :)

Dedicated to my one n only exception, "C"!

2010-03-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.

saya kena tagged!

2010-03-17T02:43:00.003+08:00

Today session: Sesi temu ramah bersama Arlene. :)

p/s: been tagged by Amen. *winks winks*

Q1: Nama-nama timangan oleh org tersayang...
wahaha! censored. x leh pdh...hahahhaha...

Q2: Anda seorang yang...
cute! *perasan jap** lol~

Q3:Makanan favourite anda...
hmm, let me see.. oh ya! Big Mac! huhuhu~ and and and... manok KFC! haha~deh, solan tok polah ku lapar aie.. -___-"

Q4:Favourite colors...
Byk! but i prefer black most of the time. ;)

Q5:Favourite songs (currently listening to)...
hoho, same as Amen, PARAMORE babehh~~~ they totally rock my world!! ;lady gaga songs, tho she's a freak, but love her songs; and OH! Justin Bieber songs! baby baby baby oh~ ngeh ngeh ngeh~ he's so adorable! :)

Q6: Sikap yg membuatkan anda stress...
sikap org nok byk tanyak. especially org ya balit2 tanyak solan nok sama. cukup la skali jak. heh. stress i! huhhh~

Q7: benda yg mesti ade dalam bag/handbag anda...
1. Handphone kesayangan.
2. Wallet
3. room keys

Q8: Kali terakhir anda menangis beriya-iya..kenapa??
woot! ney bleh pdh. biarlah rahsia. ahahahah~~~

Q9:Tag 5 rakan anda...
seems that Amen dah polah bnda tok, so I think I have to tag the others, so here goes, jeng jeng jeng:-

1. Aelly Beh yg ngegeh tp comel lagi nakal. ngehngehngeh..
2. Marcie Elene, the most animal lover person dat I knew. :)
3. Jeyu, the fashion freak. ngee~~
4.Gnet, one of my nicest friend I had during KML dolok! heeee
5. Mary yg salu blurr tp berjiwa rock. huhu~

Yipee!!

2010-03-14T05:52:00.002+08:00

I think God is listening to my prayer.

$$, here I come!

Lead me oh Lord, cause I do believe in you. Amen. :)

Officially said it!

2010-03-13T15:42:00.001+08:00

I'm broke!

i hate it. i hate it. I HATE IT!!!!

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Pek!

2010-03-12T10:53:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to Aelly yg kiut tp super nakal!!
Today's your birthday, so enjoy till you drop yea!
God bless you always.
Do take care.
*hugs*
:)

Love,
Arlene

Phew,

2010-03-10T19:35:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile I didn't post anything here. Kesian blogie. Oh, well, kinda busy, I guess. Nah! I'm lazy actually. haha! Okay, back to my crapping world.

Let's get my crap started;

1. I need $$$ so bad! I'm totally broke! -__-
2. I'm really craving for new dresses and wedges! $$$$, where are you??? :'(
3. I had a fringe, & it makes me RIMAS! (tu la, sapa suh gatal p gunting. iskhh!)
4. I hate assignments and reports!
5. I hate myself for not starting to do my thesis writing, not even a word. Dang!
6. Final is coming, SOON! & I'm not even ready! Grrr~

Ok, that's all for now. thankyouverymuch! peace.

They rock!

2010-02-06T17:19:00.003+08:00

I love Paramore! I love their songs. Totally rock my world. & & & I adore Hayley! I just loveee her hair & style.

Nice video clip. Hayley look so cute with that dress, plus nice blonde hair. :)

Geez. I'm totally into her hair. so cool! :)

Mom, can I dye my hair like hers? please.please.pleaseee.

Still craving

2010-02-06T11:43:00.001+08:00

Wargh!!! Yes, yes, yes. I am still craving for this. Mc D's Big Mac. Nyum. Anyone??? Please please please PLEASEEEEE bring me to McD.

I know it's fattening. I know it's not good for my health. I know it's (you name it) . but but but, I lovin' it! I.just.can't.resist.the.taste.of.its.nyuminess (hmm, is that even a word?oh well, whatev~) ! It's.just.so.mouthwatering. Damn. -__-"

I wish whenever I am sad;

2010-02-05T14:36:00.003+08:00

there's no any tears coming out from my eyes ,
I still can put on a big ~~fake~~ sweet smile,
I can act like nothing happened,
I won't think or do anything stupid,
forget all about the sadness after a minute later,

or

there's a silly looking clown to make me laugh out loud,
a cute angel from above to calm me down,
a generous boy/girl/man/woman would give me a chocolate just to make me happy.

:'(

01022010

2010-02-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's February already! wee~
can't wait for May to come, if you get what I mean. huhu. :)
Back to February, like people always said, February = month for love!
so, I'm ready for all the roses & chocolates. give me.give me.give me. hahaha.

Okay. I'm blank. Chow for now. daa~
:)

May It Rest In Peace.

2010-01-31T14:04:00.003+08:00

Remember my pet, Gucci?
It died this morning.

Most wonderful pet I ever had.

:'(

Another boring weekend

2010-01-30T16:25:00.006+08:00

I hate staring at my lappy 24 hours without doing nothing, and it staring back at me; which make me feel like an ~~idiot~~ nerd. Plus, the internet line is pretty damn stupid! Every few minutes, it will disconnected by itself. Pfft.

U-life supposed to be great! But turned out my U-life wasn't so great. Every weekend, me & Hui Lay (my housemate) will stuck here; bored to death, keep thinking of things that we should do, watching the same movies over and over again, begging for internet line (when there's no any line here), sleeping until we're overslept, & etc. :( But we're glad to have each other, if not, we sure are BORING. Thank you, Hui lay. I know you are sleeping right now ( Opps, kantoi la pulak u tido. Haha!), but I would like to say thank you for being here with me. :)

Oh, how I wish I had a car; so I can go out from this fuckin' bored place. Sighed. And and and, I wish I have a lot $$$, though I don't have any car, I still can rent a car. But too bad, my budget is getting low. T___T

Especially to Amen,

2010-01-28T17:14:00.004+08:00

Happy 22th Birthday dear~
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
May God Bless you.
You're a big girl now. Big girl don't cry. yerdehh~

Friends Forever.
**hugs**

OH!

2010-01-25T23:15:00.003+08:00

I miss home.

I miss my mom.

I miss my big sister.

I miss my brothers.

I miss my naughty nieces & nephew.

I miss my besties; I bet you know who you are. :)

And most of all, my love.

Crap! I'm emo, again. -__-"

Just please!

2010-01-24T21:32:00.006+08:00

I've been busy. extremely busy. damn so tired.
Thanks to:-

1) Final year project-- OT (overtime for 2 days)
Thank you, supervisor; for making my experiment all went wrong. Okay, partially, it's my fault too. I should have checked it first. T__T Now, I have to it all over again. Need extra work la ni. Darn!

2) Lab report--- busy editing, the thing that make me sick is, the report should be hand-written! -_-"

Hey you ( 1st you), please don't pass your cakar ayam words to me and expect me to re-write it for you. WTF? You think I'm a free-writer hah? Well, I'm not! I think you better write it yourself next time, I bet you won't hurt your fingers if you write it your own. Secondly, if you ( 2nd you) want to do the calculation, please do it properly (because I do the discussion all by myself already, which you are suppose to do it together with me, so please be thankful!). Thanks to your "good" calculation, I have to re-do the results and calculate it again.

Peeps ( my ~~pathetic~~ lovely group members) , pleaseeee don't let me do your work. Obviously, it's a group work. So, pleaseeee do your part properly. Don't think I'm so free to do all the work---re-write, re-calculate, re-do, & etc. I have my own part too. I'm a busy girl-not-yet-a-women, just like you all. So, pleaseeeeee, I'm begging you, don't make my life miserable by doing you all punya work!!! Sighed!

p/s: so sorry for all my ~~stupid~~ rude words. I really can't stand it anymore. So, I just spill it all out here. So,

thank you very much.

I am down, baby! (2)

2010-01-23T12:30:00.005+08:00

All I want is a thing so called "HAPPINESS",
is that too much to ask?
T________T

I am down, baby!

2010-01-21T14:02:00.003+08:00

What is wrong with me?! Sighed! I am tired. -__-
Suddenly, I felt like,
to quit.
to give up.
to run away.
to,to, to, ( I have no idea to what)
Anyway, the thing is, I no longer have the spirit to carry on.
Oh God, help me please,
Give me the strength to move on.
and most of all, don't let me surrender.

Why? Why? why??? T___T
I have to do my FYP all over again. pfft.
Will I have enough time to finish it?
Damn. I am scared. Seriously, I am!
Darn!

Its 20th Jan!!

2010-01-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Dearest Roomie ( Lydia Ng),

Happy 23th Birthday, Girl!
May God bless u always.
Be strong in whatever things that you do!
& thank u, thank u, thank u for being such a good roomie!! :)

Lydia Ng with her birthday cake!
**give some applause to Hui Lay, Geok sia & Me! :)**

p/s: Hope you like the surprise cake that we gave you! wee~~

and and and, don't forget, you're getting ~~old~~ matured, better ask "Allen Cullen" to bite you soon!! Lol! :)

Fine!

2010-01-18T18:46:00.005+08:00

Okay! I'll admit.
yes. I do miss him. :(

I miss holding his hand; and it does feel right when he's not letting it go. I miss the sweet smile on his face; showing his cute teeth to everyone. I miss all the stupid jokes and laughter that he made; trying his hard to make everybody to laugh. I miss him being the superhero; where he's trying to protect me from any harm. I miss him. I really do. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you very much.

According to you

2010-01-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

According to you
I'm boring,
I'm moody,
you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span;
you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

-According to you, by Orianthi-

Oh yeah!!

This song totally rocks!!

I lovin' it!
:)

Dear Filza Rikan @ Eja,

2010-01-17T13:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!
You are ~~old~~ matured already! wee~~ :)
Best Friend Forever!
Do take care!
Love u always!
GBU!

p/s : very sorry, can't be with you on your special day. Anyway, hope you'll have a very blast one this year. xoxo.

Love always,
Arlene

Happy Birthday to HIM!!

2010-01-13T21:51:00.003+08:00

To my dearest DEAR,

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY!!
May God bless you always.
Have faith in everything that you do.
And don't be naughty! :)

Love always,
Arlene

Jacob

2010-01-10T19:53:00.003+08:00

I think I'm starting to like Jacob Black! :)

I couldn’t stand hurting Jacob; we seemed to be connected in an odd way, and his pain set off little stabs of my own.
Bella Swan; Chapter 9, p.203

He was my best friend. I would always love him, and it would never, ever be enough.
Bella Swan; Chapter 9, p.219

Would it be so wrong to try to make Jacob happy? Even if the love I felt for him was no more than a weak echo of what I was capable of, even if my heart was far away, wandering and grieving after my fickle Romeo, would it be so very wrong?
Bella Swan; Chapter 16, p.375

Maybe it would be easy- like holding his hands or having his arms around me. Maybe it would be feel nice. Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal. Besides, who was I betraying, anyway? Just myself.
Bella Swan; Chapter 18, p.411

Quotes from the novel---New moon

A Walk To Remember

2010-01-08T14:34:00.004+08:00

Phew, one of the saddest movie I ever watched. :')

A walk to remember; starring: Mandy Moore & Shane West.
The story of two North Carolina teens, Landon Carter (Shane West) and Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore), falling in love with each other after spending time together for a certain period. Unfortunately, Jamie is dying due to Leukemia. However, the couple get married in time, just before Jamie died, and Landon becomes a better person and get accepted in Medical school.
For u peeps that haven't watch this movie, you better and watch it. 2 thumbs up!

*************

Last night I watched this movie, again, for the second time. Hehe.
Sigh. It sure sad if u knew someone that you love very much is going to die. I know I would. So peeps, appreciate all your beloved ones from now on, before its too late. :D

Please kindly wait,

2010-01-06T12:33:00.003+08:00

I'm not finish editing my template, yet. Gonna update soon.

p/s: Dear friends, I'll link your blog soon. Btw, hope you all like my new template. yes, I know. I changed it again. hehe :)
Have a nice day. peace.

Dearest Aelly,

2010-01-06T10:08:00.002+08:00

Nahh!!
I changed my layout (again) especially for you. huhu. ;)
sekarang bagaimana? adakah anda sudah dpt baca post saya?

Ke-boring-an!

2010-01-05T19:57:00.006+08:00

I am so bored. I don't know what to write but I still want to write something here. Hey! Guess what? I am writing. Haha. Okay, that's not funny. -_-"

Arghh! I am sooooooo bored.
I need something fun. Damn.
I need him, at least I can have a fight with him if he's here with me. Oh! I miss him! :'(

Whoa!

2010-01-04T13:31:00.004+08:00

Its a new year already! huhu!
And I am back to this freakin' place (I bet you know what/where I mean). T_T
But it will be my last sem here. wee~ ( harap xda subjek nok sangkut la. hehe.)
So...
it's a new year, then I will have a new brand me! Makin rajin? Makin sopan? Makin baik? hmm.. naah! I think I'll stick to my old me. hee~
But I'll try my very best to struggle hard-er for this sem! huhu! Oh well, last sem katakan.
All the best for me. ( & you too!!)
:)

p/s: Today I met a person that shouldn't called a person! I think I hate him. Nah, I do hate him! Huh! Now I know how my friends felt about him. Hey YOU! GTH! There's no need for you to act like that you are so powerful or what ! As if you're a minister or something. Huh! YOU'RE A JERK!! I bet even a stray dog outside there are better than YOU! blueerrrkkkk!!! Pffftttt!!!

Oh God, I need Oxygen!

2009-12-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

"Sorry Sir, I can't be polite. I just can't resist it!" (turn my head to the other side, closing my nose with my jacket & yes, I'm hardly to breathe. T__T )
Argh! I just can't understand it. There's a thing so called the DEODORANT, and yet people don't want to use it?! HELLO?? There's an unpleasant smell (Okay, I'm trying to be polite here. so please.) coming out from your body. And to be more specific, your ARMPIT! a.k.a ketiak. Sigh!

Today, I was on the bus ( off to Sibu). At first, it was a relieved. There's no one sitting next to me. So, I'm happy with it. Well, you know, get to conquer the two sits by my own. :)

BUT,
as the bus stopped at Serian station, there was a guy, middle-aged man, walked into the bus. And I was, "please don't let this guy sit next to me. PLEASE~~~~~" Sadly, he took the sit next to me and sat there. Darn. And then, the worse thing happened, the B.O!!! (Body Order- the unpleasant smell produced by body) T_T Only God knows how and what I felt. Sigh!

Dirty little secret

2009-12-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

I miss him.
I only get to hold his hand when ppl weren't lookin'.
:(

Yay!

2009-12-09T12:52:00.004+08:00

I checked my result just now and I was like, "Whoa!"

;)

Thank u, God.
For hearing my prayers.
I love you.
:)

^___^

2009-12-08T17:11:00.003+08:00

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
roma-roma-ma-ah
Gaga-oh-la-la
I want ur bad romance.
lalallaalla~~~
--Lady Gaga, Bad Romance--
This song is totally awesome & it can't get off my mind! hee~

Oh ya! I changed my layout again. Hope u peeps love it. ;)
btw, I heard the result are out today. But f***k anjung!! The site cannot be accessed. I bet all the Unimas students are mad. Haha. so...
sabar la ek~

Oh anjung, tolong la boh polah hal.
aku mok tengok result aku.
pls..... ;(

Blogging mode is totally off!

2009-12-06T19:21:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah!
I'm not in the mood for blogging. Well, there's nothing interesting to talk/post about. Hmm, mun ada pun, xda mood nak post. hee~ Recently, really busy with my Final Year Project, which means I have to go to the lab almost everyday. Sigh! I can't wait it to be over! 1 more sem to go! huhu~

;)

2009-11-18T18:14:00.002+08:00

I'm Lovin' my new layout!
;)

Finally,

2009-11-18T16:19:00.004+08:00

I finished my final exams for this sem. yayyy!!!

But,

I am worried sick! I'm not confident with my 2 papers---Pesticide Science & Experimental Design. I might got F!! I mean, Super F!! Darn~
Whateva~ For now, I need to concentrate with my holidays! Can't wait to meet him, family and besties!! huuhu~~ (tho I only have my holiday for 1 week ++, I will, I MUST enjoy habis2an! ahakz! )

So, LIMBANG, here I come.
Like people always said, there's no place like HOME! ;))

S**T

2009-11-13T19:28:00.003+08:00

Darn!
I hate Pesticide Science!
I hate it so much!
I hate it more than I hate frog!(ok, I just simply said frog, can't think any thing that I hate)
I think I'm goin' to fail this paper. T____T

Dear God,
Pls let me pass this exam. I beg you O Lord!
I don't want to extend!
;'(

Oh, LORD...

2009-11-13T09:15:00.003+08:00

Right now,
at this very moment,
all I need is a...

MIRACLE!
;(

Exam sickness!

2009-11-12T11:00:00.009+08:00

Exam week totally drives me crazy. I bet it goes the same for those who's taking exam too! kan3? heh! When I'm so stressed in memorising my note, I went crazy. Here goes,

Action #1:

I'm too tired and sleepy to go on with my notes. @_@
So, I asked my pet turtle, Gucci to replace me. Lol!

Action #2:

Hahahahhahaha! One of my good friend, Myma post one of her pic in FB and she did something like this. Then, the person that have been tagged in her pic have to the same act. So, i thought, why not and walahh! my super stupid pic with a pen stucked
between my nose and lips (lekat untuk sementara jak arr, not permanently stucked! ngee~)

Action #3:

Yes! It's hurt.
Actually, I already got this piercing during matrix, but I took it off for 1 year ++ already.
BUT then, I was annoyed by the itchiness (because it clogged, i think) and so I took one of my earing and.......hmm, you know what happen after u saw the pic above,kan? hehe.
So, that's all for my crazy behaviour (for now). Hehh.

Well, go on with other stuffs. Hmm, studying makes me to think a lot (in other word, DREAMING). And that's when I'm starting to think and miss lotsa things. Hmmp, when comes to missing issues, recently I really miss the moments that I've spent in SPF during my Industrial traning!!

The 4 of us from Unimas

With UPM Serdang friends (excluding Wes), from L to R: Gerald, Wes, Jency, YB & Joey

Sarah from UPMKB. I miss to hear her singing. ;(

spending our precious moments at Kamijan waterfall

My besties during L.I. Oh, I miss them! ; (

ok, that's all for now.
need.to.continue.study!
2 down, 3 to go.
daa~~

T___T

2009-11-10T20:18:00.003+08:00

REALLY.CAN'T.FOCUS.RIGHT.NOW.
Oh, Arlene, you only got few hours left. Your next paper is 9am tomorrow morning.
*slap!slap!on the face*

Dear God, Help me, please.
Enlighten my mind and help me to think clearly.

Final!

2009-11-02T17:37:00.006+08:00

Yap! Final exam is coming soon.
So, got no time to post anything here.
Anyway, good luck & all the best to all my friends.
Do well in ur papers! Gambateh! ^_^

p.s: if u peeps got dean list for this sem, don't forget to...
BLANJA ME MAKAN KFC!!!or Mc D!! or PIZZA HUT!!!
ngeee~~~

Sadness

2009-10-25T18:00:00.005+08:00

Its so sad when you and your loved one are far apart from each other.
It's so sad when you only get to see him/her only through the pictures.
It's so sad when you only get to talk with him/her only through the phone.
It's so sad when you needed him/her the most, but he/she weren't there for you, not because he/she doesn't want,
but because of the distances.

Yup, he's the one who i missed the most! ;'(

Oh! I hate long distances relationship! Darn~
Sorry peeps, I'm emo. Again.
Sigh!

Bored!

2009-10-23T19:09:00.005+08:00

I'm bored.

Feel like to suicide and die. Sigh!
How I wish I can be like Claire Bennet from Heroes.
She's an evolved human with the ability to rapidly heal from any injury. Cool!
Hmm...
if ( if la...) I have her ability,
I would just jump down from this Allamanda apartment (3rd floor),
yet at the end I still can recover back. ;)
angan2 jak pun, boring glk tok! ngee~

What if,

2009-10-21T23:25:00.001+08:00

We're not meant for each other?

Sigh..

I'm screwed!

2009-10-19T17:09:00.007+08:00

Today, I have my "Experimental design" test. I sucked! Darn. All the questions are f****** hard! & the time (1 and a half hour only) is not enough, which there are 20 objective questions and 4 structures which have sub-questions! (cgek solan, pelu setengah jam molah, gla ka apa!)
T_T

Dr. I : Ok, habis masa. Semua org hantar.

Everyone : " Dr, lom siap gik tok..objektif pun lom jwb gik."

Pheww.. At that time, I felt a bit relieved, cause I'm not alone! The others also are having the same situation. Haha! But I totally screwed my paper just now! Arghhh....

How I wish I can send my paper and write like this;

Source: papertissue.tumblr.com

Hehe... Cute aite? It's a good tip what. Who knows it might work for you to get extra marks. Haha! (ada lecturer ku terbebek nangga paper ku mun ku tulis camya, haha)
-out-

Hmmm....

2009-10-18T00:20:00.004+08:00

I don't messed up with people's life, so please....

Don't suddenly comes out from nowhere & interrupt my life!

p/s: I don't talk crap bout other ppl's race nor religion..coz I still have some respect on them (Oh, well, bak kata Perdana Menteri kita, 1 Malaysia!!) & FYI I'm not a dayak. ;)

Happy Deepavali!

2009-10-17T21:18:00.009+08:00

To all Indians,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI to you all...;)

Today, I went to my Indian friend's house, Mohan. It was my first time to go/see/ngabang to Deepavali celebration. ngee~

Mohan ( hensem kan?? huhu~)

The food. (meruku ya sedap aihh...)

Mohan & Cai Foon

Melda & Marcie

Ancai, nana...

???!! What's up??? ( gamboh naa juak....)

laaa....nangga aunty mohan polah 'tose' duhal... ^_^

The curry were superb! nyumm~

Woot! sempat gik~ lol

Camtok la rupa 'tose' ya tek..sedap makan ngn kari ya tek..huhu

Ancai: iskh..sedap aih kari tok?
Pat: Aok la..sedap..boh mkn byk cai...x cukup k aku klak...

Ok, the dialog is a LIE! haha...(ancai, pat, boh manas~)
;)

Meda n nana

Kami semua..^_^

Best! Best! hehe.. asal pat makan free & sedap nang best ba....huhu...Then, after visiting at Mohan' house, the 5 of us (Ancai, Cai foon, Meda, Nana & me) went to MJC (not far from there). We go......

shopping!!
huhu~~

p/s: I bought a "boyfriend tshirt" for myself! ( tok nana n ancai mpun pasal la, suh bli jak..hmmphh) I really LIKE the pattern and the colour (checkers & green in colour)! ;)

the sad thing is,

pokai dah tok....T_T

Anyway, once again, Happy Deepavali from me,
XxrlynxX

;'(

2009-10-15T21:50:00.001+08:00

Hugo died!

D.A.R.N

2009-10-15T13:00:00.005+08:00

Bad news!!!!
(for me, not you! T_T )

I won't be back for this coming hols!! darn~ T_T

I.H.A.T.E.I.T.V.E.R.Y.M.U.C.H!
;'(

BUT...

I'll be home for Christmas! yeah~
;)

dear <3,
please wait for me..
I try my best to go back a.s.a.p!
miss u so bad..;(

All I need is...

2009-10-13T21:44:00.006+08:00

Relaxing at the beach under the coconut tree... ( dgn angin nok sepoi2.. ^_^ )

Or... laying down like this ( "hot" la rasa tek? Haha)

Perhaps, go to the SPA like this, also okay bahh....

Huhu! And this would be delightful..

BUT...

Semua ini hanya lah angan2/mimpi/impian/(sila nyatakan sendiri) semata2....
T_T

Huhu,

2009-10-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hell to the Ooo!
Guess what? I bought new pets last saturday (at Satok Sunday Market, Kuching) !! Hehe..
I kindly named them... (cewahh, "kindly" gik ya, haha!)

Hugo & Gucci! ;))

(cute kan, kan, KAN??! msti pdh cute!! hee)

Oh ya! I differentiate both of them by their colours. Hugo is more greenish while Gucci is yellowish. But I don't know their gender tho. (hentam la, laki ka, mpuan ka, lantak ko cya. Asal ku ada kura2. Haha!) So, for now, I hope both of them sik mati! ngee~

Lips are sealed,

2009-10-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

Source: papertissue.tumblr.com

My brain is pretty much jammed. (-_-)

Dearest dear,
I need you (so much).
Oh, how I wish I can teleport-ing! Sigh!

Stressed out!

2009-10-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Nothin' much to say. "Stress" is the word for today. Sigh.

I miss u dear..
I really need you right now..
Oh! Can't wait for November to come..

Grrr!

2009-10-07T18:49:00.004+08:00

Today I'm not in a good mood! WTF!! @$@%^&*)$!!

Ko ingat ko sapa? eksen naa! meluat aku! Confirm pat "A" la klak???
As for lecturers, cikgu, tutor & sewaktu dgnnya, tolong lah ,(betol2 mintak tolong tok, dr hujung rmbt smpe hjg kaki), pls la jgn bias dgn ank murid!! kesian kan la mereka.

I'm lovin' it!

2009-10-06T20:24:00.006+08:00

Peeps! I bought this only for RM10! Yes, i repeat, RM10 sahaja.Haha.
It look a bit old already, but it's new and most importantly, it still in a good condition tho. hehe.

Here goes,

2009-10-05T20:11:00.012+08:00

Venue: Grand Continental Hotel, Kuching

Well said. Yup. Yup. Yup. Yesterday was my course dinner, which it must, should, have to, ought to be held once a year. Sort of tradition for us, the students and lecturers of Plant Science. And this will be my last dinner. (huhuhu, xplu mok gago sal hal tok gk, hikhik).

Emilda (macam artist yuhh~) What i want to say is, she's damn so beautiful that night.

Amen yg kiut~ (setakat tok ada 4 org suka gamba tok, d FB. tehee~)

With CT Rahmah.

Bollywood + Org Ulu + Western = tok la jd nya

Tablemates

Pretty Siaw Hua

Sweet Ruoh Cheng

Beautiful girls~

Bidayuh girl

Mylea~

Some "girl actions" in a place called TOILET! ahakz

isk. isk. isk.

Ancai. (tukang nyanyi that nite, hee)

With one of the most sporting lecturer, Prof Zin. ( He & Ancai sang(karaoke) the Raya song!)

Hot Couple! Both are my lecturers. LOL~

That were some of the food that have been served. Not really nyaman, but boleh kenyang la juak mkn suma ya. LOL!

Last but not least, the KING & QUEEN OF THE NIGHT.

Cute couple! Haha~

Hmm. Those were some of the pics that I took last night. cukup la kan? mls mok upload byk2. hehe.
Oh ya! Almost forgot, last night was super sucked! Just before I (and Amen, ct n syafa) off to the hotel, it was raining (heavily)! Darn~ (buang karan jak mek org make up kck2, percuma hancur kna hujan ya. T_T ) Anyway, we managed to touch up back our make up! hehe.

K la, i think that's all from me.

Tired

2009-10-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hola!
wahh. It been 3 days, eh no no, 4 days lah, i didn't update! hehe..;P
Actually, there's so many things that I wanna to write, but.. .
just wait k? I'm so tired just came back from dinner (PLANT SCIENCE DINNER). Gonna update later. Do wait patiently.
teheee~

What i've called "The-girls-day-out!"

2009-10-01T23:50:00.018+08:00

Best! Best! Best! Y?
Hmm.. Lazy to type lar. hehe. So damn tired and exhausted. So, just scroll down and check out some of the pics that I (and my friend, nana) took, k? and I'll try to explain briefly. ngee~

First, me n my friends went to the super save store. Check out the things there. Me and Amen were interested at this stickers! Damn so cute~

Funny thing is, we found this thing! LOL! sapa la mok bli bnda tok? I know i won't! Would u? hahahaha...

Then, went to the Everise BDC, sempat gk pegi area buah-buahan. Teringat ngan assignment Dr Sepiah ya la~ LOL!

And so, we reached to a shop, hmm, I forgot la the name of the shop, green something2.. Oh, well, for now, I'll call it the-very-damn-cute-shop! mmg cute2 brg cya! hehe.. This are some of the things...

Cute teddy bears~

Unique & super cute lil shoes~

More cute bears~~

cool telephone~ classic one tho. hehe..

Pretty decorations. They put the plants in a glass jar and put some colourful sand inside it. Very nice!

Tags for bags! Interesting words aite? I like~

Cactus that we bought especially for our lecturers~

Part of the shop

Check this out! Cool huh? huhu... ada la jakun sebentar, tehee~

Introducing---- Amen & Nana

Actually, we are not allowed to sit on the carpets, haha! well, who cares~

Nana, Melda & Pat..

Happy three friends~~ eh salah, FIVE lahh...;)

Another cute shop at Kenyalang Park~ love the dolls!!

Oh ya! Me & Amen found this sandals.. & both of us fell in love with 'em! Pic above: Amen wanted this sandal..(sabar k men, lak kta sama2 pg curik, opss.. beli..) hehe

And..and..and...THIS is the one that i WANT!! gonna get it soon!! hahaa

After surveying, seeing, watching, looking and bought all the things that we needed, we ended up at the KFC!! lapar gila doh..( sorry, no pics. damn too hungry, so don't bother to take any pics! concentrate on the HOT & SPICY CHICKEN peeps! LOL~)

p/s: Sorry for the blurred pics, k? besala, hp burok ba, x kdk tkorg, ada camera canggih2. pa jak la ku tok. heks! And...(dgn nada yg excited) I bought a short pant and a black belt that i've been craving for. hehe. (malas mok upload gmba, lak tkorg jeles..hahahaha...)

That's all.
-Out-

I'm Sorry

2009-09-30T17:59:00.004+08:00

I know I've been so rude with you all this while.

I didn't mean to. Hmm.. All i want to say right now is..

Do forgive me dear.

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back

(Buckcherry - Sorry)

Sigh.

2009-09-29T15:45:00.006+08:00

Yea, i know. It's been awhile. Kinda bz, my 1 week hols was great, spending time with my loved ones and no time for updates! Now back to dis freakin' place (yea, it's true, i hate it here! Can't wait to get out from here.warghhh!). Ohh!! I miss home already! (ceahh, bru jak smpe marek. (-.-)")

3 musketeers that I missed the most; featuring...

Amanda Nagie or Mandy (My eldest sister's daughter)

Natasha Natalia or Shasha ( My bro Frank 's daughter)

and...

Kurt Aldrine Silai or Kurt/Char Siew Pau (My bro Boy's son)

Oh!! Miss 'em so much!

Let me go home...
I’m just too far
from where you are
I wanna come home...

(Michael Buble- Home)

BFF

2009-09-16T20:59:00.003+08:00

Best Friend Forever
What does it really mean????
First, BFF.
Then, BF.
Next thing, the B missing. Left F.
At the end, none is left.
Sigh!

Sad isn't it? oh, i miss the BFF! ;(

No-titled-post (Part 2)

2009-09-15T17:14:00.009+08:00

Fuh!! I feel so relieved!!! After told my "stressful feeling" (bout my worst presentation ever!) to my supervisor, Dr.P. Huhuh!! And and and.. the best thing is, he brought me and my another 2 friends (Shely and Thress) to have our lunch at KFC. bukan salu knk spon Dr P. tok..huhuhu! Please say that you're jealous, pls..pls..pls.. I know you are. hahaha!

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Go on with another story. After class (2pm), i went to the CAIS (Library). On my way, just before i reach the front door;

The Guy: Hi.
Me: Hi.
The Guy: kacak naa juak ri tok? (coz i'm wearing bju kurung, ngee~~)
Me: Hehe. Besa la.
The Guy: Raya balit x?
Me: Balit.
The Guy: Bla balit?
Me: Jumaat tok.
The Guy: k bas la?
Me: Yap.
The Guy: Balit cne?
Me: uhm.....Miri. (HAHHHH!!! i not a mirian, kekeke)
The Guy: Oh. uhm..ada no tepon x?
Me: ( ................ )hehe. x boleh.

I quickly leave the guy behind and go straight into CAIS. Sorry The Guy! I don't really meant to say like that. Am i too harsh on him? haha. Wateva. That's what i called, the-automatic- response. Blame my mouth k?! ( Hmm...I think i suppose to reply him like this, " uhmm...ada. knk? mun mok, sorry la, my num x boleh d beri sukati" kan3?? x juak kejam gilak.hehe.) And so then, i go and tried find the book that i want to borrow. At the end. I can't find it anywhere at the shelves. (-.-)" buang karan jak jln jauh2. puik.puik. buruk punya library!
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Carry on.... Thres and Shely brought me to karaoke at Kbox (pegi buang stress la tek kunun). Actually, i can't sing ( suara sumbang bahh)! But i promised Thres to join both of 'em. haihz. Just go lahh. But it's fun tho. Hahaha. Thanks guys (or should i say "girls", hehe) for all the fun!! XOXO

;0...

Thres n Shely

Let sing along~

Lalalalala~~~~

That's all from me!
-Out-

I fucked up my presentation!

2009-09-14T16:33:00.003+08:00

AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. I suck! pretty damn fucked up by the lecturers just now! huhhh!
Habis kna tembak..huhu.. ;(

No-titled-post

2009-09-13T21:21:00.003+08:00

Nothing really happened today. But SOMEthing did (hehe);
1) busy practicing my FYP presentation for tomorrow. (Wish me luck! ;D)
2) frustrated that my room mate can't tapau for me my Big Apple Doughnuts! ( Chocoholic & Say Cheese! im still craving for them! ;( )
3) can't wait to see my bag which my beloved BF bought (will be, tomorrow he will go and meet the owner of the blog! yeaaa~~ ;D) from http://thisstuffisrandom.blogspot.com/ (check 'em out! but unfortunately most of them were sold and reserved)

that's all from me. Tata.
-out-

Craving.

2009-09-12T13:57:00.004+08:00

Chocolates...

Big Apple Doughnuts..

Ice-cream sundae..

Warghhhh... I want 'em! I want 'em! I want 'em! ;(

Slides. Tree. Seeds.

2009-09-11T01:33:00.013+08:00

Hola! I just finished my slides presentation for FYP. phew~ hemm. Today, I took some pics of Morinda citrifolia a.k.a Mengkudu for my FYP slides, yalahh, ska gilak polah keja las minit, bok ekot sikap malas ku tok yahh~ . but Thank God, Cai Foon and Ancai were there for me. Thanks guys! ( Cai Foon for your camera, Ancai for your accompany and leading me to that hard-to-find-Mengkudu tree. fuh! slama tok punya nya lah mencari, rupa2nya ada kat dbah fakulti cya jak pun. (-.-)''

Anyway, here are some of the pics, (in case ada yg donno how mengkudu trees looks like, next time dapat la tkorg ambik pake jamu! haha. weh! byk benefits bahh this mengkudu, give u one simple example, can use as awet muda yuhh, so for those who wants to maintain pweety and young, pegi la petik buah mengkudu kat cne2. hikhik. for more info, click here.)

Mengkudu Tree (location: lower ground floor of FRST)

Seeds of Morinda citrifolia

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Oppss.. Sempat gk kan. hekhek. (in red shirt: Ancai)

Okay lahh. Enough with all this craps. Chow cin cau. (feels like to drink cincau susu la plak!huh)
-Out-

Oh mY!

2009-09-10T01:16:00.011+08:00

Clock's tickin' and I haven't sleep yet. I miss my dear. I need him. Hmm.. I really have a hard time this semester. Life without him, fuh! It's kinda tough for me. Yala, all this while, he's always there for me (teman pegi siang2 mkn tuutt, pegi everise beli2 my stuff mcm "Laurier", spending time together jln2 around Kuching and etc). Sigh. ceawah, emo la pulak ku tok. puik! kdk pa jak. ngee~

Anyway, I really really really, i mean REALLY miss him right now. And to my dearest dear, because I miss u, I spending my time listening and watching this video.

I miss you by Blink-182

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight..

Gosh! enough with all this nonsenses. I need go to sleep and start counting the stars in my head. Sleep tight and dreams of bed bugs tonight (like Pumbaa in Lion King always said. hehe).
-out-

Personality??

2009-09-09T10:44:00.003+08:00

Hey! I've just done a personality test. The result;

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I found that it's partially true. Hehe. You should try yourself!
Just click here.

Happy Birthday KURT ALDRINE SILAI!!!

2009-09-08T17:26:00.011+08:00

Today is my cute lil nephew's birthday. He's 1 year old today. Wish i'm at home right now. *Sigh* Miss him so much. Miss his cuteness and naughtiness. Anyway, i will back home in 2 weeks time. Huhuhu. Can't wait~

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to Kurt.
Happy birthday to youuu..

Start

2009-09-04T10:31:00.012+08:00

Here for a start!
i'm blogging!! yea~~~ *waddaheck* hahaha...sudah cukup busy pun mau buat blog lagi *sweat!*hehe...Actually, im really really BUSY punya org, but, ooh well, still want to find time to blog..ngeee~~ mcm best jak...all this time baca org punya blog jak bahh..so, then i ask myself, "hey! why don't i do my very own blog??" saja2...untuk crapping all the stuff that i want to crap about! heee...k la, that's all for my start. NEED TO GO BACK & DO MY WORK!reports,tutorials,proposal.. *sighs*
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