Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I'm Sorry

I know I've been so rude with you all this while.





I didn't mean to. Hmm.. All i want to say right now is..


Do forgive me dear.

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back

(Buckcherry - Sorry)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Sigh.

Yea, i know. It's been awhile. Kinda bz, my 1 week hols was great, spending time with my loved ones and no time for updates! Now back to dis freakin' place (yea, it's true, i hate it here! Can't wait to get out from here.warghhh!). Ohh!! I miss home already! (ceahh, bru jak smpe marek. (-.-)")

3 musketeers that I missed the most; featuring...


Amanda Nagie or Mandy (My eldest sister's daughter)







Natasha Natalia or Shasha ( My bro Frank 's daughter)







and...

Kurt Aldrine Silai or Kurt/Char Siew Pau (My bro Boy's son)




Oh!! Miss 'em so much!


Let me go home...
I’m just too far
from where you are
I wanna come home
...

(Michael Buble- Home)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

BFF

Best Friend Forever
What does it really mean????
First, BFF.
Then, BF.
Next thing, the B missing. Left F.
At the end, none is left.
Sigh!

Sad isn't it? oh, i miss the BFF! ;(

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

No-titled-post (Part 2)

Fuh!! I feel so relieved!!! After told my "stressful feeling" (bout my worst presentation ever!) to my supervisor, Dr.P. Huhuh!! And and and.. the best thing is, he brought me and my another 2 friends (Shely and Thress) to have our lunch at KFC. bukan salu knk spon Dr P. tok..huhuhu! Please say that you're jealous, pls..pls..pls.. I know you are. hahaha!
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Go on with another story. After class (2pm), i went to the CAIS (Library). On my way, just before i reach the front door;

The Guy: Hi.
Me: Hi.

The Guy: kacak naa juak ri tok? (coz i'm wearing bju kurung, ngee~~)
Me: Hehe. Besa la.
The Guy: Raya balit x?

Me: Balit.
The Guy: Bla balit?

Me: Jumaat tok.
The Guy: k bas la?

Me: Yap.

The Guy: Balit cne?

Me: uhm.....Miri. (HAHHHH!!! i not a mirian, kekeke)
The Guy: Oh. uhm..ada no tepon x?

Me: ( ................ )hehe. x boleh.



I quickly leave the guy behind and go straight into CAIS. Sorry The Guy! I don't really meant to say like that. Am i too harsh on him? haha. Wateva. That's what i called, the-automatic- response. Blame my mouth k?! ( Hmm...I think i suppose to reply him like this, " uhmm...ada. knk? mun mok, sorry la, my num x boleh d beri sukati" kan3?? x juak kejam gilak.hehe.) And so then, i go and tried find the book that i want to borrow. At the end. I can't find it anywhere at the shelves. (-.-)" buang karan jak jln jauh2. puik.puik. buruk punya library!
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Carry on.... Thres and Shely brought me to karaoke at Kbox (pegi buang stress la tek kunun). Actually, i can't sing ( suara sumbang bahh)! But i promised Thres to join both of 'em. haihz. Just go lahh. But it's fun tho. Hahaha. Thanks guys (or should i say "girls", hehe) for all the fun!! XOXO




;0...


Thres n Shely



Let sing along~


Lalalalala~~~~

That's all from me!
-Out-


Monday, September 14, 2009

I fucked up my presentation!

AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. I suck! pretty damn fucked up by the lecturers just now! huhhh!
Habis kna tembak..huhu.. ;(

Sunday, September 13, 2009

No-titled-post



Nothing really happened today. But SOMEthing did (hehe);
1) busy practicing my FYP presentation for tomorrow. (Wish me luck! ;D)
2) frustrated that my room mate can't tapau for me my Big Apple Doughnuts! ( Chocoholic & Say Cheese! im still craving for them! ;( )
3) can't wait to see my bag which my beloved BF bought (will be, tomorrow he will go and meet the owner of the blog! yeaaa~~ ;D) from http://thisstuffisrandom.blogspot.com/ (check 'em out! but unfortunately most of them were sold and reserved)

that's all from me. Tata.
-out-

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Craving.

Chocolates...




Big Apple Doughnuts..




Ice-cream sundae..


Warghhhh... I want 'em! I want 'em! I want 'em! ;(

Friday, September 11, 2009

Slides. Tree. Seeds.

Hola! I just finished my slides presentation for FYP. phew~ hemm. Today, I took some pics of Morinda citrifolia a.k.a Mengkudu for my FYP slides, yalahh, ska gilak polah keja las minit, bok ekot sikap malas ku tok yahh~ . but Thank God, Cai Foon and Ancai were there for me. Thanks guys! ( Cai Foon for your camera, Ancai for your accompany and leading me to that hard-to-find-Mengkudu tree. fuh! slama tok punya nya lah mencari, rupa2nya ada kat dbah fakulti cya jak pun. (-.-)''
Anyway, here are some of the pics, (in case ada yg donno how mengkudu trees looks like, next time dapat la tkorg ambik pake jamu! haha. weh! byk benefits bahh this mengkudu, give u one simple example, can use as awet muda yuhh, so for those who wants to maintain pweety and young, pegi la petik buah mengkudu kat cne2. hikhik. for more info, click here.)


Mengkudu Tree (location: lower ground floor of FRST)






Seeds of Morinda citrifolia


Look how small it is!
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Oppss.. Sempat gk kan. hekhek. (in red shirt: Ancai)

Okay lahh. Enough with all this craps. Chow cin cau. (feels like to drink cincau susu la plak!huh)
-Out-

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Oh mY!

Clock's tickin' and I haven't sleep yet. I miss my dear. I need him. Hmm.. I really have a hard time this semester. Life without him, fuh! It's kinda tough for me. Yala, all this while, he's always there for me (teman pegi siang2 mkn tuutt, pegi everise beli2 my stuff mcm "Laurier", spending time together jln2 around Kuching and etc). Sigh. ceawah, emo la pulak ku tok. puik! kdk pa jak. ngee~

Anyway, I really really really, i mean REALLY miss him right now. And to my dearest dear, because I miss u, I spending my time listening and watching this video.



I miss you by Blink-182

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight..

Gosh! enough with all this nonsenses. I need go to sleep and start counting the stars in my head. Sleep tight and dreams of bed bugs tonight (like Pumbaa in Lion King always said. hehe).
-out-

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Personality??

Hey! I've just done a personality test. The result;

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


I found that it's partially true. Hehe. You should try yourself!
Just click here.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Happy Birthday KURT ALDRINE SILAI!!!


Today is my cute lil nephew's birthday. He's 1 year old today. Wish i'm at home right now. *Sigh* Miss him so much. Miss his cuteness and naughtiness. Anyway, i will back home in 2 weeks time. Huhuhu. Can't wait~


Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to Kurt.
Happy birthday to youuu..

Friday, September 4, 2009

Start

Here for a start!
i'm blogging!! yea~~~ *waddaheck* hahaha...sudah cukup busy pun mau buat blog lagi *sweat!*hehe...Actually, im really really BUSY punya org, but, ooh well, still want to find time to blog..ngeee~~ mcm best jak...all this time baca org punya blog jak bahh..so, then i ask myself, "hey! why don't i do my very own blog??" saja2...untuk crapping all the stuff that i want to crap about! heee...k la, that's all for my start. NEED TO GO BACK & DO MY WORK!reports,tutorials,proposal.. *sighs*
-out-