I wish whenever I am sad;

there's no any tears coming out from my eyes ,
I still can put on a big fake sweet smile,
I can act like nothing happened,
I won't think or do anything stupid,
forget all about the sadness after a minute later,

or

there's a silly looking clown to make me laugh out loud,
a cute angel from above to calm me down,
a generous boy/girl/man/woman would give me a chocolate just to make me happy.


:'(

May It Rest In Peace.

Remember my pet, Gucci?
It died this morning.

Most wonderful pet I ever had.

:'(

S**T

Darn!
I hate Pesticide Science!
I hate it so much!
I hate it more than I hate frog!(ok, I just simply said frog, can't think any thing that I hate)
I think I'm goin' to fail this paper. T____T

Dear God,
Pls let me pass this exam. I beg you O Lord!
I don't want to extend!
;'(

Sadness

Its so sad when you and your loved one are far apart from each other.
It's so sad when you only get to see him/her only through the pictures.
It's so sad when you only get to talk with him/her only through the phone.
It's so sad when you needed him/her the most, but he/she weren't there for you, not because he/she doesn't want,
but because of the distances.








Yup, he's the one who i missed the most! ;'(

Oh! I hate long distances relationship! Darn~
Sorry peeps, I'm emo. Again.
Sigh!

What if,

We're not meant for each other?

Sigh..

;'(

Hugo died!

D.A.R.N

Bad news!!!!
(for me, not you! T_T )







I won't be back for this coming hols!! darn~ T_T



I.H.A.T.E.I.T.V.E.R.Y.M.U.C.H!
;'(






BUT...









I'll be home for Christmas! yeah~
;)

dear <3,
please wait for me..
I try my best to go back a.s.a.p!
miss u so bad..;(

I'm Sorry

I know I've been so rude with you all this while.

I didn't mean to. Hmm.. All i want to say right now is..


Do forgive me dear.

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back

(Buckcherry - Sorry)

Sigh.

Yea, i know. It's been awhile. Kinda bz, my 1 week hols was great, spending time with my loved ones and no time for updates! Now back to dis freakin' place (yea, it's true, i hate it here! Can't wait to get out from here.warghhh!). Ohh!! I miss home already! (ceahh, bru jak smpe marek. (-.-)")

3 musketeers that I missed the most; featuring...


Amanda Nagie or Mandy (My eldest sister's daughter)







Natasha Natalia or Shasha ( My bro Frank 's daughter)







and...

Kurt Aldrine Silai or Kurt/Char Siew Pau (My bro Boy's son)




Oh!! Miss 'em so much!


Let me go home...
I’m just too far
from where you are
I wanna come home...

(Michael Buble- Home)

BFF

Best Friend Forever
What does it really mean????
First, BFF.
Then, BF.
Next thing, the B missing. Left F.
At the end, none is left.
Sigh!

Sad isn't it? oh, i miss the BFF! ;(

I fucked up my presentation!

AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. I suck! pretty damn fucked up by the lecturers just now! huhhh!
Habis kna tembak..huhu.. ;(