Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Oh ya,

FYI, I deleted my old Fb account. So dear friends, do add me @ my new acc! and and and I've got Tumblr too! do follow ya, . :D

Crap for today!

The line is so fucking slow. Thank you very much!

Monday, August 9, 2010


Here for a short update;

I finished my study last May, and will be graduating this coming October. yayyy, can't wait!
p/s; I did extremely well for my very last exam, including my FYP too! Thank you to all my lecturers for the A's! tho my CGPA was not so great, but thank God! :)

and now, I'm working temporary in Department of Agriculture, Limbang, as one of the participants of Capacity Building For Graduates Programme. The staffs here are ok-ok to me, and I'm still trying to mingle around. It's kinda hard for me, cause I don't really know how to talk with older experienced peeps. -____-"

Last Saturday, the department held a Family Day, which means I had to sacrifice my precious Saturday (which it is my one and only day to wake up late, sigh!!) At first, I thought it would be so boring, but turned out, it was fun. Who knows that all the middle-aged staffs would be so sporting and active! :D

So, that's all for now. till then, bye!

p/p/s: I'll post some pics laterr!!! and welcome to my blog dear new followers, and thanks for following! :)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Time is running out!

Sorry blogie.
I am way toooo busy, and so I have neglected you.
got lotsa things need to be done.
final+FYP (thesis writing & coming presentation)
wish me luck!
in few weeks time, I will free from UNIMAS.
dear Home, here I come. :)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Thank you.

I miss you, bloggie! Do not get mad, I am a busy girl you know. Ok, itu hanyalah alasan semata-mata. haha! ok, the reason me to write this post is (pelu ka mok skema dak tok? hahah, watev~), anyway..

I just wanted to say THANK YOU to my dear good friend of mine. Everytime I'm in trouble and needed help, she's always there, and I know she is trying her very best to help me. She's been helping me a lot this past 2 years ( there are a lot, so there's no need for me to list it down, hee). I knew her for almost 3 years now. She's a good, kind, sweet, straight forward person, and most importantly, a very good friend. Terima kasih. Xie xie. Toche. Arigatou gozaimasu. Thank you for being such a good friend to me. Thank you.

Hey, It's hard to find a good person nowadays. Trust me, it's hard! Oh well, most people now are more on their selfishness, greediness and not forgetting, being mean (some sort of means girls that you used to watch in movies) all the time. No doubt bout this, frankly speaking, sometimes I'm one of that kind of person. BUT not all the time. Hahaa! (boleh cayak ka?hehe) p/s: I'm a human being ok, it's for sure I cannot run from doing the bad things you know. kan kan kan?! hee! but I know for sure, I won't back stab my friends, and I do appreciate and love them all! :)

So, for all my good friends out there, I would like to say, Thank you!!! for being such a good good GOOOOOD friend, and as for the so-called-backstabber-selfish-ikan masin taik idung-friends, do have a good life. May God bless you all.

Like a friend of mine ever said to me, " A friend in need is a friend indeed". Ok, till then, that's all from me for now. :)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dedicated to my one n only exception, "C"!

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

saya kena tagged!

Today session: Sesi temu ramah bersama Arlene. :)

p/s: been tagged by Amen. *winks winks*

Q1: Nama-nama timangan oleh org tersayang...
wahaha! censored. x leh pdh...hahahhaha...

Q2: Anda seorang yang...
cute! *perasan jap** lol~

Q3:Makanan favourite anda...
hmm, let me see.. oh ya! Big Mac! huhuhu~ and and and... manok KFC! haha~deh, solan tok polah ku lapar aie.. -___-"

Q4:Favourite colors...
Byk! but i prefer black most of the time. ;)

Q5:Favourite songs (currently listening to)...
hoho, same as Amen, PARAMORE babehh~~~ they totally rock my world!! ;lady gaga songs, tho she's a freak, but love her songs; and OH! Justin Bieber songs! baby baby baby oh~ ngeh ngeh ngeh~ he's so adorable! :)

Q6: Sikap yg membuatkan anda stress...
sikap org nok byk tanyak. especially org ya balit2 tanyak solan nok sama. cukup la skali jak. heh. stress i! huhhh~

Q7: benda yg mesti ade dalam bag/handbag anda...
1. Handphone kesayangan.
2. Wallet
3. room keys

Q8: Kali terakhir anda menangis beriya-iya..kenapa??
woot! ney bleh pdh. biarlah rahsia. ahahahah~~~

Q9:Tag 5 rakan anda...
seems that Amen dah polah bnda tok, so I think I have to tag the others, so here goes, jeng jeng jeng:-

1. Aelly Beh yg ngegeh tp comel lagi nakal. ngehngehngeh..
2. Marcie Elene, the most animal lover person dat I knew. :)
3. Jeyu, the fashion freak. ngee~~
4.Gnet, one of my nicest friend I had during KML dolok! heeee
5. Mary yg salu blurr tp berjiwa rock. huhu~

Sunday, March 14, 2010


I think God is listening to my prayer.

$$, here I come!

Lead me oh Lord, cause I do believe in you. Amen. :)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Officially said it!

I'm broke!

i hate it. i hate it. I HATE IT!!!!

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Friday, March 12, 2010


Happy 20th Birthday to Aelly yg kiut tp super nakal!!
Today's your birthday, so enjoy till you drop yea!
God bless you always.
Do take care.


Wednesday, March 10, 2010


It's been awhile I didn't post anything here. Kesian blogie. Oh, well, kinda busy, I guess. Nah! I'm lazy actually. haha! Okay, back to my crapping world.

Let's get my crap started;

1. I need $$$ so bad! I'm totally broke! -__-
2. I'm really craving for new dresses and wedges! $$$$, where are you??? :'(
3. I had a fringe, & it makes me RIMAS! (tu la, sapa suh gatal p gunting. iskhh!)
4. I hate assignments and reports!
5. I hate myself for not starting to do my thesis writing, not even a word. Dang!
6. Final is coming, SOON! & I'm not even ready! Grrr~

Ok, that's all for now. thankyouverymuch! peace.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

They rock!

I love Paramore! I love their songs. Totally rock my world. & & & I adore Hayley! I just loveee her hair & style.

Nice video clip. Hayley look so cute with that dress, plus nice blonde hair. :)

Geez. I'm totally into her hair. so cool! :)

Mom, can I dye my hair like hers? please.please.pleas

Still craving

Wargh!!! Yes, yes, yes. I am still craving for this. Mc D's Big Mac. Nyum. Anyone??? Please please please PLEASEEEEE bring me to McD.

I know it's fattening. I know it's not good for my health. I know it's (you name it) . but but but, I lovin' it! I.just.can't.resist.the.taste.of.its.nyuminess (hmm, is that even a word?oh well, whatev~) ! It' Damn. -__-"

Friday, February 5, 2010

I wish whenever I am sad;

there's no any tears coming out from my eyes ,
I still can put on a big fake sweet smile,
I can act like nothing happened,
I won't think or do anything stupid,
forget all about the sadness after a minute later,


there's a silly looking clown to make me laugh out loud,
a cute angel from above to calm me down,
a generous boy/girl/man/woman would give me a chocolate just to make me happy.


Monday, February 1, 2010


Yes, it's February already! wee~
can't wait for May to come, if you get what I mean. huhu. :)
Back to February, like people always said, February = month for love!
so, I'm ready for all the roses & chocolates. give me.give me.give me. hahaha.

Okay. I'm blank. Chow for now. daa~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

May It Rest In Peace.

Remember my pet, Gucci?
It died this morning.

Most wonderful pet I ever had.


Saturday, January 30, 2010

Another boring weekend

I hate staring at my lappy 24 hours without doing nothing, and it staring back at me; which make me feel like an idiot nerd. Plus, the internet line is pretty damn stupid! Every few minutes, it will disconnected by itself. Pfft.

U-life supposed to be great! But turned out my U-life wasn't so great. Every weekend, me & Hui Lay (my housemate) will stuck here; bored to death, keep thinking of things that we should do, watching the same movies over and over again, begging for internet line (when there's no any line here), sleeping until we're overslept, & etc. :( But we're glad to have each other, if not, we sure are BORING. Thank you, Hui lay. I know you are sleeping right now ( Opps, kantoi la pulak u tido. Haha!), but I would like to say thank you for being here with me. :)

Oh, how I wish I had a car; so I can go out from this fuckin' bored place. Sighed. And and and, I wish I have a lot $$$, though I don't have any car, I still can rent a car. But too bad, my budget is getting low. T___T

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Especially to Amen,

Happy 22th Birthday dear~
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
May God Bless you.
You're a big girl now. Big girl don't cry. yerdehh~
Friends Forever.

Monday, January 25, 2010


I miss home.

I miss my mom.

I miss my big sister.

I miss my brothers.

I miss my naughty nieces & nephew.

I miss my besties; I bet you know who you are. :)

And most of all, my love.

Crap! I'm emo, again. -__-"

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Just please!

I've been busy. extremely busy. damn so tired.
Thanks to:-

1) Final year project-- OT (overtime for 2 days)
Thank you, supervisor; for making my experiment all went wrong. Okay, partially, it's my fault too. I should have checked it first. T__T Now, I have to it all over again. Need extra work la ni. Darn!

2) Lab report--- busy editing, the thing that make me sick is, the report should be hand-written! -_-"

Hey you ( 1st you), please don't pass your cakar ayam words to me and expect me to re-write it for you. WTF? You think I'm a free-writer hah? Well, I'm not! I think you better write it yourself next time, I bet you won't hurt your fingers if you write it your own. Secondly, if you ( 2nd you) want to do the calculation, please do it properly (because I do the discussion all by myself already, which you are suppose to do it together with me, so please be thankful!). Thanks to your "good" calculation, I have to re-do the results and calculate it again.

Peeps ( my pathetic lovely group members) , pleaseeee don't let me do your work. Obviously, it's a group work. So, pleaseeee do your part properly. Don't think I'm so free to do all the work---re-write, re-calculate, re-do, & etc. I have my own part too. I'm a busy girl-not-yet-a-women, just like you all. So, pleaseeeeee, I'm begging you, don't make my life miserable by doing you all punya work!!! Sighed!

p/s: so sorry for all my stupid rude words. I really can't stand it anymore. So, I just spill it all out here. So,

thank you very much.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

I am down, baby! (2)

All I want is a thing so called "HAPPINESS",
is that too much to ask?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I am down, baby!

What is wrong with me?! Sighed! I am tired. -__-
Suddenly, I felt like,
to quit.
to give up.
to run away.
to,to, to, ( I have no idea to what)
Anyway, the thing is, I no longer have the spirit to carry on.
Oh God, help me please,
Give me the strength to move on.
and most of all, don't let me surrender.

Why? Why? why??? T___T
I have to do my FYP all over again. pfft.
Will I have enough time to finish it?
Damn. I am scared. Seriously, I am!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Its 20th Jan!!

Dearest Roomie ( Lydia Ng),

Happy 23th Birthday, Girl!
May God bless u always.
Be strong in whatever things that you do!
& thank u, thank u, thank u for being such a good roomie!! :)

Lydia Ng with her birthday cake!
**give some applause to Hui Lay, Geok sia & Me! :)**

p/s: Hope you like the surprise cake that we gave you! wee~~
and and and, don't forget, you're getting old matured, better ask "Allen Cullen" to bite you soon!! Lol! :)

Monday, January 18, 2010


Okay! I'll admit.
yes. I do miss him. :(

I miss holding his hand; and it does feel right when he's not letting it go. I miss the sweet smile on his face; showing his cute teeth to everyone. I miss all the stupid jokes and laughter that he made; trying his hard to make everybody to laugh. I miss him being the superhero; where he's trying to protect me from any harm. I miss him. I really do. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you very much.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

According to you

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

According to you
I'm boring,
I'm moody,
you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span;
you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

-According to you, by Orianthi-

Oh yeah!!
This song totally rocks!!
I lovin' it!

Dear Filza Rikan @ Eja,

You are old matured already! wee~~ :)
Best Friend Forever!
Do take care!
Love u always!

p/s : very sorry, can't be with you on your special day. Anyway, hope you'll have a very blast one this year. xoxo.

Love always,

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Happy Birthday to HIM!!

To my dearest DEAR,

May God bless you always.
Have faith in everything that you do.
And don't be naughty! :)

Love always,


Sunday, January 10, 2010


I think I'm starting to like Jacob Black! :)

I couldn’t stand hurting Jacob; we seemed to be connected in an odd way, and his pain set off little stabs of my own.
Bella Swan; Chapter 9, p.203

He was my best friend. I would always love him, and it would never, ever be enough.
Bella Swan; Chapter 9, p.219

Would it be so wrong to try to make Jacob happy? Even if the love I felt for him was no more than a weak echo of what I was capable of, even if my heart was far away, wandering and grieving after my fickle Romeo, would it be so very wrong?
Bella Swan; Chapter 16, p.375

Maybe it would be easy- like holding his hands or having his arms around me. Maybe it would be feel nice. Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal. Besides, who was I betraying, anyway? Just myself.
Bella Swan; Chapter 18, p.411

Quotes from the novel---New moon

Friday, January 8, 2010

A Walk To Remember

Phew, one of the saddest movie I ever watched. :')

A walk to remember; starring: Mandy Moore & Shane West.
The story of two North Carolina teens, Landon Carter (Shane West) and Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore), falling in love with each other after spending time together for a certain period. Unfortunately, Jamie is dying due to Leukemia. However, the couple get married in time, just before Jamie died, and Landon becomes a better person and get accepted in Medical school.
For u peeps that haven't watch this movie, you better and watch it. 2 thumbs up!


Last night I watched this movie, again, for the second time. Hehe.
Sigh. It sure sad if u knew someone that you love very much is going to die. I know I would. So peeps, appreciate all your beloved ones from now on, before its too late. :D

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Please kindly wait,

I'm not finish editing my template, yet. Gonna update soon.

p/s: Dear friends, I'll link your blog soon. Btw, hope you all like my new template. yes, I know. I changed it again. hehe :)
Have a nice day. peace.

Dearest Aelly,

I changed my layout (again) especially for you. huhu. ;)
sekarang bagaimana? adakah anda sudah dpt baca post saya?

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


I am so bored. I don't know what to write but I still want to write something here. Hey! Guess what? I am writing. Haha. Okay, that's not funny. -_-"

Arghh! I am sooooooo bored.
I need something fun. Damn.
I need him, at least I can have a fight with him if he's here with me. Oh! I miss him! :'(

Monday, January 4, 2010


Its a new year already! huhu!
And I am back to this freakin' place (I bet you know what/where I mean). T_T
But it will be my last sem here. wee~ ( harap xda subjek nok sangkut la. hehe.)
it's a new year, then I will have a new brand me! Makin rajin? Makin sopan? Makin baik? hmm.. naah! I think I'll stick to my old me. hee~
But I'll try my very best to struggle hard-er for this sem! huhu! Oh well, last sem katakan.
All the best for me. ( & you too!!)

p/s: Today I met a person that shouldn't called a person! I think I hate him. Nah, I do hate him! Huh! Now I know how my friends felt about him. Hey YOU! GTH! There's no need for you to act like that you are so powerful or what ! As if you're a minister or something. Huh! YOU'RE A JERK!! I bet even a stray dog outside there are better than YOU! blueerrrkkkk!!!