Dedicated to my one n only exception, "C"!

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.

OH!

I miss home.

I miss my mom.

I miss my big sister.

I miss my brothers.

I miss my naughty nieces & nephew.

I miss my besties; I bet you know who you are. :)

And most of all, my love.

Crap! I'm emo, again. -__-"

Fine!

Okay! I'll admit.
yes. I do miss him. :(

I miss holding his hand; and it does feel right when he's not letting it go. I miss the sweet smile on his face; showing his cute teeth to everyone. I miss all the stupid jokes and laughter that he made; trying his hard to make everybody to laugh. I miss him being the superhero; where he's trying to protect me from any harm. I miss him. I really do. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you very much.

A Walk To Remember

Phew, one of the saddest movie I ever watched. :')

A walk to remember; starring: Mandy Moore & Shane West.
The story of two North Carolina teens, Landon Carter (Shane West) and Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore), falling in love with each other after spending time together for a certain period. Unfortunately, Jamie is dying due to Leukemia. However, the couple get married in time, just before Jamie died, and Landon becomes a better person and get accepted in Medical school.
For u peeps that haven't watch this movie, you better and watch it. 2 thumbs up!

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Last night I watched this movie, again, for the second time. Hehe.
Sigh. It sure sad if u knew someone that you love very much is going to die. I know I would. So peeps, appreciate all your beloved ones from now on, before its too late. :D

Sadness

Its so sad when you and your loved one are far apart from each other.
It's so sad when you only get to see him/her only through the pictures.
It's so sad when you only get to talk with him/her only through the phone.
It's so sad when you needed him/her the most, but he/she weren't there for you, not because he/she doesn't want,
but because of the distances.








Yup, he's the one who i missed the most! ;'(

Oh! I hate long distances relationship! Darn~
Sorry peeps, I'm emo. Again.
Sigh!

D.A.R.N

Bad news!!!!
(for me, not you! T_T )







I won't be back for this coming hols!! darn~ T_T



I.H.A.T.E.I.T.V.E.R.Y.M.U.C.H!
;'(






BUT...









I'll be home for Christmas! yeah~
;)

dear <3,
please wait for me..
I try my best to go back a.s.a.p!
miss u so bad..;(

Lips are sealed,

Source: papertissue.tumblr.com

My brain is pretty much jammed. (-_-)

Dearest dear,
I need you (so much).
Oh, how I wish I can teleport-ing! Sigh!

Stressed out!

Nothin' much to say. "Stress" is the word for today. Sigh.

I miss u dear..
I really need you right now..
Oh! Can't wait for November to come..

I'm Sorry

I know I've been so rude with you all this while.

I didn't mean to. Hmm.. All i want to say right now is..


Do forgive me dear.

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back

(Buckcherry - Sorry)

Oh mY!

Clock's tickin' and I haven't sleep yet. I miss my dear. I need him. Hmm.. I really have a hard time this semester. Life without him, fuh! It's kinda tough for me. Yala, all this while, he's always there for me (teman pegi siang2 mkn tuutt, pegi everise beli2 my stuff mcm "Laurier", spending time together jln2 around Kuching and etc). Sigh. ceawah, emo la pulak ku tok. puik! kdk pa jak. ngee~

Anyway, I really really really, i mean REALLY miss him right now. And to my dearest dear, because I miss u, I spending my time listening and watching this video.



I miss you by Blink-182

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight..

Gosh! enough with all this nonsenses. I need go to sleep and start counting the stars in my head. Sleep tight and dreams of bed bugs tonight (like Pumbaa in Lion King always said. hehe).
-out-